I aint gonna stop you if you wanna crowd my neck

heylo =)
here i am again


i find that this guy is so cuuuuuute =)
was first amazed by their song, super white,
then when i see the mv of another song, seafood XD



he is suuuper cute!
not only that, they are very talented too

cant resist right?

something else to share=)





hehe what is in your mind when you see my ring?
no lah, not from someone.
its just a 'baby finger ring' (尾戒)
believed to protect me from something bad(防小人),
the ring will lost after it protected me.
bought it at sg wang. not expensive=)


other than that, i bought 2 dresses the same day
one purple dress and another floral dress=)


i like floral alot, but in topshop/zara/cotton on etc.
i couldnt find the type of floral prints i like.
this one is nice, just its abit tight at my chest
but i guess it should be alright

i guess i'll match it with a golden necklace. but unfortunately,
i still cant find any of my choice.
i thought i could find some nice one in sg wang, but i couldnt see any nice golden necklace.

then shoes.
i think i cant buy any heels already, since i usually walk to my department building,
and heels are not really suitable for walking on the road.

and,

i guess i forgot how to walk with heels. (thats the main point)
i wanted to wear the pair of heels that i didnt bring to taiwan,
but then, i couldnt really walk nicely. haha

actually i saw a pair of heels at vincci. bright red (super nice)
but it is super high!!
omg i dont think i can even walk in it.

so another choice i thought was mary jane heels.
i find it so cute also, maybe i can choose one not so high right?

or the last choice.
ballerina flats. not really wants to get a pair of them here,
taiwan have loads, and really cheap.
the shoes i bought in taiwan doesnt bites=)
ok la, except the roman wedges. it hurts a little but seriously better than those i bought in malaysia.
i remember once the blister BLEED. i was wearing heels from some boutique and the price is almost like in vincci/nose.


so...good luck hunting for my CNY costume =D









last but not least, my hugeass picture.
hehe actually already uploaded in facebook.

I was chasing, and nothing was all I found

hi long time no see =)

actually i've got nth to blog...==



went for 4 movie's edi since i've been back malaysia...
the spy next door, legion, tiger woohoo, n tooth fairy X)
enjoy using student card to get student price,
its just only rm6/7, cheap!
but i still didnt watch avatar yet=(

i remember i watch legion with my hand over my eyes== haha abit scary for me who doesnt watch scary movies XD

went chong hwa today with jem and ate 'chicken hor fun with asam laska soup'
so niceeeee =D

this is a website i like very much recently,
www.wo-men.com.tw
there are alot of nice articles. really realistic.


sometimes i really wonder do boys likes a girl because she is cute, she is pretty, she is hot, or she is virgin? no offense, but really quite a number of guys i've met is like this. maybe i dont know them enough well, but the first impression they give me is like this.
i know what you're thinking
not like you dont like good looking guys. right?
well, the look is also a factor, but i wont put it in the first place though.
or if she's a virgin, then you'll be her first man? she's not a virgin, then you can make out after you two got together?
actually, i hate being asked if i'm a virgin. it's not disgracing if i'm a virgin, and it doesnt mean i will easily make out with you if im not a virgin.
hmm, i mean. if you really love someone, would it matters if she is a virgin? you love her more because she is? or you dont love her if she's not one?

in my view, if you love her, then actually nothing matters much(except like smoking, or heavy drinker etc) everyone have mistakes and flaws, what you should do is to accept her flaws, and love who she is, but not make her to change into who you love, what you like.

so, dont ask. they will tell you when its the right timing =)






to those who dont have a gf/bf:

You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.



love is all about fate. it will come when its the right timing, and go when its time to leave. appreciate when you have one, dont complain if you dont have one =)


happy vatentines people =) about 2 week more to go

happy CNY too =)

the rose

"As a rose can live without the rain,
so a heart can love without the risk of pain"

i dont want to love. im afraid of pain.




was feeling down these days, felt so lost so unsecure about my future and what i want.
i guess im feeling empty inside.
i dont like to be a loner, but im like isolating myself from peoples.
i keep quiet, i dont speak. even on msn.
i'm feeling weird. some change in me.
i wonder, which is the real me?
pretending cheerful? faking smiles?
or im so emotional that i could change from cheerful to quiet in just a moment?

the rose - jolin tsai

Lies the seed
that with the sun's love in the spring
becomes the rose
Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give

And the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love
is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
for beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed
that with the sun's love in the spring
becomes the rose


Life is a gift and you gotta learn to live it
if you believe in love
you gotta learn to give it
Tryin' to find someone who's kind is hard to do
You want the love but you really don't know what to do
You're just afraid of someone breaking your heart
You never learned to live you gave up from the start
You felt the pain but it made you strong
So remember no matter what you will go on

wanting someone to enderstand me so badly, but the someone came, i only realized i couldnt open my heart.

i rather read the first sentence as

As a rose cant live without the rain,
so a heart cant love without the risk of pain

maybe. in my heart, the meaning of love exists like this =)

twenty ten =)

i only realize that i didnt update for such a long time
hmm, well nothing really worth to blog actually =)

happy new year! =)
may all of your wishes come true


i want a exciting and fabulous life
yeahhhhh



gonna be home soon
miss you guys


i want to:-
- eat chicken rice with the chicken rice chili
-meet all my friends
-watch movies!!!!!
-not to gain weight (coz sure eat alot 1 xD)

etc etc etc



p/s. 6s4 gathering pls tell me time lar==
and any idea where to go?

p/p/s. and my header is OMFG ugly, wanna change again



good luck to my finals toooooo =)

merry christmas!

hi guys! merry christmas
its a lonely christmas here,
hmm, just like a normal day.
nothing much special happened, therefore nothing much to blog. =)

going home soon! woohoo

to someone,
i dont know what are you thinking,
i gave you my heart, you broke it into pieces.
then i love you with all the little pieces,
then you still dont appreciate.
so now you think im ok? hello, im not your doll.
we girls are just normal peoples. we expect our partners to be loyal to us.
i dont understand you. i guess your gf and ex-gf too.
please appreciate anyone beside you. they love you

if its me, sorry no,
no i dont trust you. everytime you do the same things, again and again.
sweet talk doesnt works. get a life.