well, its not the actual update i wanted. what i've wanted was to share what i've done last two weekend, the happy weekends. but something troublesome stroke me and i've lost my appetite to finish up my assignments, so im stuck here writing my blog.
know what i've learnt from gossip girls? its communicate. i think it plays a important role in making the western kids more matured, and more independent. they will talk whenever they've got problems and troubles between them.
i guess we just aren't that mature enough, i just went through something, it hurt me really badly.
it was this guy, which we are really good friends, uhm, before he dated this girl.
and last weekend, we went for an outing, and they took some quite couple-alike pictures, in our group pictures in my camera. well, people that knows me know that i'll upload them onto facebook, then tag the pictures.
so the incident started like this. well, the girl didnt want me to tag her in their pictures, so after she tell me, she untaged the pictures she didnt want people to see, then later they had a call and she asked the guy if he wants his pics to be untaged too. maybe he's too aggressive, or maybe he wanted to show his "heroism" to her, he called me up, and before i knew whats happening, he scolded me and hanged the phone. after a few seconds, my phone rang again, this time, i kinda knew whats happening, i picked up the phone, and i started arguing with him. i'm sorry i did lost my temper and raised my voice, and lost my EQ. but in that second, what i'm thinking was, i have to fight for my right. whats wrong if i uploaded the pictures in my camera? i have no wrong right? so after that, he hang up again, madly, this time, i was mad too.
i was doing my assignments that time, after i picked up his phone, i'm so mad that i couldt hold my pencil right, and couldnt even draw a fine line. i tried to calm myself down and finish my assignment. then i tried to talk to the girl. she said it may be some misunderstanding between us. yeah, so, apologized to her, than she tries to contact him and sort out the things.
after that, i sent him a message, and apologized too, about my temper and i tagged them in the pictures(
?). uhm, he just did replied me, seems like very insincerely, and made me really feel like i've done all wrong. i dont know if its his f-ing ego or his self-esteem or something else, but i think he still owe me an apology right?
oh, whatever, case closed.
friends or not friends anymore, let fate decides.
ok, i've cooled down after i spit it all out right here, but i still think he owes me an apology.
oh okay, he apologized. im alright
